Therapy Recommendations

I suggest that you have some mental issues to sort out, is there someone you can talk to?

Skip the online advice. Seriously, look for a counselor/therapist. (Take online advice as to how to find a good one, maybe...)

If you want a friend to talk to, ping me. Please do get the professional help others have suggested.

Sounds like you might have a few personal issues. Visit iCouch.me to connect with a therapist.

Have you considered talking to a therapist about this?

Please seek therapy ASAP.Ignore "advice" from people without the proper training, including HN.

This isn't to be dismissive of your feelings but consider finding a therapist, it sounds like there's a lot you're dealing with right now and having someone to nudge you in the right direction can help.

Hey Tim, can you share a little more? When I clicked on your thread, I was expecting at least a couple of sentences in explanation on your situation. As of now, the only reasonable respond you'll get, is, to go see a therapist - which a couple of people pointed out before me and you should read closely what they wrote. But visiting a therapist and getting an appointment can take a while and HN usually has a lot of good advise to offer what you could do in the meantime to improve your situat

Have you considered talking with a mental health professional? Sometimes that helps someone.

Find a professional therapist who can help you through this. HN isn't the place.